What does it feel like? Does it feel like relief, like a big load has been lifted off your chest, like you're able to breathe much better now? Do you feel the joy of freedom, and see a whole new world full of possibilities in front of you? Do you feel like hugging the next person? Do you feel like crying tears of joy? Do you feel empty of all hatred and full of love instead?
Or does it feel like you've conquered something... taken over.. occupied.. vanquished? Does your joy originate from your sense of pride and achievement rather than from your heart? Does it feel like you've won because you've defeated some enemy? Do you desperately need to see someone who has lost, to feel that you have won? Do you still feel like destroying, pulverizing that fallen enemy even further, even after they've been completely vanquished? Do you find yourself still not satisfied, and wanting to conquer even more?
What does your victory feel like?
What do you want it to feel like?